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John J. McDermott
and a whiz at pinochle. My entire extended family was shanty Irish. We had
nothing, except the American dream, Irish style.
I correct myself, for I should not say “nothing.” For the shanty Irish did man-
age to obtain, grab or perhaps even purloin one precious possession, lace curtains,
to be had no doubt in de¤ance of our often offensive and patronizing peers, the
lace-curtain Irish. My Nana had such a set of curtains. Each spring they would
be ceremoniously washed, starched and tacked to a long, nail-pronged stretcher.
For decades, I helped to do that. And then, as she failed in strength I did them
for her. Some thirty years ago, when she was in her eighties, I said to her, “time
for the curtains.” Nana replied, not this year. What! Why not? They were thread-
bare. A stretch was beyond their reach. They would fray and the threads would
unravel, spinning dizzily out of control, dangling, footless, homeless, anomic and
pathetically lonely, each and all of them, lonely together.
Nana Kelly was dead within the year.
I think here of America, our “strand” of hope and I ask do we still have that
long-standing, self-announcing con¤dence in our ability to meet and match our
foes, of any and every stripe, political, economic, natural, and, above all, spiritual,
arising from without and within our commonwealth? I do not ask this as a rhe-
torical question but rather one of direct, existential contemporaneity, the inten-
tion of which is to elicit an equally direct response. For most of my life, even
through the turbulent and bewildering decade of the 1960’s, I would answer, yes.
Subsequently, my reply became halting and had the responding cloak of “maybe”
about it. Of late, I carry with me, resonant of many others among us, a lamen-
table dubiety about whether, in fact, we are still able to tap that eros of commu-
nity, which has served us so well for the past three centuries.
This dubiety does not trace to events so much as to mood. To be sure, events
such as the Oklahoma City bombing and the escalating, precipitous rise in acts
of violence as traceable to the increasing presence of estrangement, and onto-
logical rather than functional frustration, is of central moment. The issue in
question, however, cuts deeper and may presage our having lost the capacity to
rework and reconstitute the viability of a pluralistic and mosaic communal fab-
ric which, in truth, is simply quintessential if we are to survive as a nation.
Taking heed of botanical and physiological metaphors, far more helpful
in telling us what is happening than is the language of logic and conceptual
schemas, I hear the following conversations. After an ice storm, a ¶ood, a ¤re
or just the constant, searing sun of the Texas summer, one asks of the tree, the
plant, the bush, or perhaps a tendril or two, can it come back, will it come
back? I do not know. There exists a line of viability, for the most part invisible